May 30, 2013
had a rally rally great evening with this one here for her birthday going to USHAKOV’S birthday party and being with eoghan all night and lots of lovely new pallies and lotsa funnn and lovely sean playing the lord of the rings theme on his ocarena and victorian kalidascope endless lounging and joy and a never ending walk home.  and me eyes are all lovely and shiny and i’m in bed with sarah WHO IS NOW 22 OLD AND DECREPIT and we are going to have BLOODY GREAT cuddles. NIGHT FRIENDDSSSSSSS XXXXXXX >(((((((()’> 

had a rally rally great evening with this one here for her birthday going to USHAKOV’S birthday party and being with eoghan all night and lots of lovely new pallies and lotsa funnn and lovely sean playing the lord of the rings theme on his ocarena and victorian kalidascope endless lounging and joy and a never ending walk home.  and me eyes are all lovely and shiny and i’m in bed with sarah WHO IS NOW 22 OLD AND DECREPIT and we are going to have BLOODY GREAT cuddles. NIGHT FRIENDDSSSSSSS XXXXXXX >(((((((()’> 

May 29, 2013
May 28, 2013

also whyyyy do i feel so weird about you going to see him and getting with him? eurghh everything.

i really wish i had the ability to look back on memories and be happy about them rather than be sad that they’re gone and then look at all of the things and people i don’t have anymore as opposed to all of the great things i do have. i sure am a sad toad this evening. 

it’d be really nice if someone could spring into my life that really fancied me and vice versa, i care so much less than i used to about this but currently in life i just feel this would be really welcome and nice and stillll i don’t understand how i never get this but whatevs mate, got a jam packed evening of raging at stormfront and looking at ‘funny pictures in walmart’, so i guess i don’t need anything else. 

May 25, 2013
the rain to the wind said,
“you push and i’ll pelt.”
they so smote the garden bed
that the flowers actually knelt,
and lay lodged-though not dead.
i know how the flowers felt.
robert frost.
May 22, 2013
never let a moment go by that doesn’t remind you that your heart beats 100,000 times a day and that there are enough gallons of blood to make every one of you an ocean. do not settle for letting these waves settle and for the dust to collect in your veins.
(via mols)

anis mojgani.  (via milkandwhiskers)

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