being back in minehead last night with my friends, at grove’s house pre drinking and roaming around lloyds was so so lovely. i miss spending all of my days with these people so much that it physically hurts, but every single time we are together, no matter how long it has been, it is always the same and i know that it will always be like this, which is a beautiful thing.3 weeks ago
my soul is stinking with brandy wine.
minehead 'til i die.
last night i bumped into my little pal from last week and we spent the entire evening together in moles getting drunk and being pals and i got so hammered he thought i was going to die and didn’t think i was a hellish person, he just looked after me and his friends told him that i’d got with loads of people and he should ‘get himself checked out’ and were generally being dicks and he told them all to fuck off and he doesn’t care about how many people i’ve got with because ‘it’s just sex’ and ‘i don’t go up to someone in the street and say ‘i’m interested in dating you but how many people have you slept with?’ and he doesn’t care about my stupid skin he just finds it interesting and he doesn’t care that i’m really weird and have a room full of dead animals he just finds it interesting and he holds doors open for me and practically wraps his entire body around me when we’re a’cuddlin and he went to do his course today and then met me before work so we could get food so we went to the pasty shop and just spoke about life and loads of things and he’s 29 but looks about 22 and he gives me kisses when he leaves and just WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!3 weeks ago
sweet sweet glory days, how i miss thee.3 weeks ago
definitely going back to doing art is what i need to do isn’t it friends. just giving myself motivation and confidence and money to apply is another matter…4 weeks ago
so on thursday night i got with this beautiful little welsh man that knits his own jumpers and has a speech impediment and a beard, who then decided that rather than do all of the important things he had to do yesterday, such as attend his course, he’d hold my hand on the walk into town, buy me breakfast and spend the whole day lying in my bed with me being cuddly friends and not leaving until six after giving me his number and even a kiss. what is this? i am definitely not used to this and of course i have gone insane and he hasn’t replied to my apologetic ‘sorry i was awkward when you left’ text but who knowsss what’s goin on eh. he did leave a pair of his trousers though so he has to collect them at some point. what is lifeeee lifeeeeeeee.4 weeks ago