January 22, 2012

feels like i’m incapable of anything creative or productive anymore all i’m doing is getting drunk, having sex with strangers who never speak to me again, spending money i don’t have, sleeping for far too long and missing any important things in my life and then repeat and i don’t even know how to cease it or if i want to because what else would i do or just OHHHHHH i am ruining everything for myself.